It hadn’t been easy to get into a second relation after my first love story had burnt off. The biggest problem with my first fling had been me. I could never fall in love with him however hard I tried, it was just a one sided affair and then finally I broke up all bonds. This made him go mad and he reacted too offensively to this. He slapped me in front of everyone and warned me in public. And then I thought love had to be cruel. I walked away promising myself that I’d not get into any relation now but things change and suddenly Adam came into my life. I thought I was finally in love. We met in one of those chat rooms and soon we had each other’s cell numbers. Earlier it was just messages which soon graduated to long phone calls and I couldn’t even realize when I accepted his proposal in one of our video chats. Life was no more a complexity for me.
But opposition came soon. No one accepted our relation as it stood in the virtual world. We lived miles apart. It was almost another part of the country. I knew my family would never accept him but my friends also warned me. I never thought they would go against me but then friends are always good and soon they accepted our relation. Things were beautiful and I was on top of the world. We had decided so much about our wedding, my wedding gown, honeymoon destinations and what not. My life was finally set. But I guess life is always there to give an unexpected fall. Adam suddenly disappeared from my life. I called all his numbers but the only response I got was,”The number you are calling is switched off.” I tried to contact 2-3 friends I had heard about but they didn’t reply. I was going crazy. It was the biggest shock of my life. We tried to search him a lot and one day I made up my mind to forget him, to live like this. If he’d some day want to come in my life, he’ll. Days changed into months and it was going to be one year since Adam left me. I had been cold then and so was it now. Today I got to know that he didn’t exist. There was no Adam I knew. He had lied to me. It was just a time pass. Adam wasn’t his real name, in fact he was helped by his friends to make me believe about him. All his friends I knew were his juniors, today I came to know they were his batch mates. He wasn’t even in the course he had told me he was studying.He had faked his identity. And now I realized things falling into place. Why he didn’t let me stay on facebook? Why he didn’t let me talk to any one else? I don’t know why he did all this. May be he didn’t want me to tell or may be he was waiting for the right time but there’s just one question in my heart ‘Was the love fake too?’
This post is dedicated to a close friend and gal if you are reading it you must have realized it long time back. I just wanted to tell you we love you and we won’t let you be weak anymore. We are with you and we’ll help you move on and get a better man for yourself. Love ya 🙂